Naked girls were limited to purely transactional
After it was over, without a word, he got up, packed his things, and went to the bathroom. I lay there, staring at the ceiling, feeling a sense of emptiness creep up on me. What had I gained? For him, a little physical pleasure and maybe a quick cuddle afterward, but for me, nothing No connection, no care, no real intimacy. He didn’t even offer me a towel to clean up; he just returned to bed and lay on his side with his back to me. Was that all I was worth? After our naked girls exchange, I heard him snoring next to me. At that moment, I felt stupid. I had given away my body, time, and energy without getting anything in return. That night, something clicked. I had lived in a “hook-up culture” for so long that my encounters with naked girls were limited to purely transactional experiences: short, distant, and rarely satisfying. There was no mutual respect or care, and it was becoming increasingly complex to ignore the emotional emptiness it left. But I also realized that I had been treating naked girls like a commodity, offering them up in situations where I had little control over the exchange. Did I not deserve anymore? That’s when I began to understand. I didn’t have to give up my naked girls to be recognized, and I didn’t have to become invisible to do so. It was time to own my body, set my terms, and stop seeking approval from partners who didn’t value me. I needed to redefine my value.
I was treating my naked girls like a commodity, offering them in situations where I had little control over the exchange
I’ve been working with naked girls since I was 18, but I didn’t fully understand what it meant back then. I first came across the concept of a sugar daddy through social media and was fascinated by the idea. A man who would financially support my aspirations and allow me to live a life of peace, luxury, and femininity? Did it feel like a life experience that every woman should have? One day, a guy discovered me on a college freshman page. His son was also a freshman, which seemed a little odd in retrospect, but I didn’t care at the time. He contacted me, expressed interest, and soon started sending me money. He asked for photos at one point, and I raised the price each time. He agreed without hesitation. Eventually, we met in person, and the process was straightforward. I made in just one hour what I would typically have had to work 30 hours a week for.
I felt empowered, relieved, and truly valued and appreciated in a way I had never felt before
As I continued to work with the naked girls, I felt an immediate shift in my perspective of them and my self-esteem. What at first felt like an exciting way to make money quickly became something much more meaningful? In the world of working with naked girls, I was no longer giving a part of myself without getting much in return. I was in control, and this feeling of power was, and still is, incredible. I no longer offered my naked daughters for approval. I decided who I wanted to be with, what I had to offer and how much my time and presence was worth to them. This shift in thinking was revolutionary for me.
